internal defenses that let us choose how much of oursleves we give away we give ourselves away everyday some more than others you surrender to the reading you throw away disbelief and you dive in with your head and heart getting yourself dirty in the life getting honked at by people on Saabs and Mercedes mashed together and then emptied of some vital essence exaggerating your poor posture ina kind of descicated lunar way a weird kind of subliminal sizemic distrubance spikes that penetrate all the way to the back of the skull you are creepily curved and deformed a rent a cop a rent a woman to do this like a dystopic vision its all about deformity a dick head that lets you explore your feelings fragile they are all fragile breakable expendable